"Last update 81 weeks ago"  81 WEEKS!!!!

Haha I didn't think this account still existed, apparently I've been proven wrong. It's still here, and what's even more freaky not much has changed (for me anyway) I still like a lot of the same things, and after re-reading some old entries, I still have most of the same insecurities.  Some things have changed, some big some small.  
The "amazing boyfriend" has become the amazing husband, and I am two states away from my original location. 

I've never been good at keeping a log of events and things but I will admit it is nice to look back over my brief past and recall certain memories.  The the craft of typing out whatever pops into my head for pretty much the whole world to see is oddly therapeutic.  But I'm not worried about crazy stalkers or people using this against me because I don't think anyone reads this.  And if they do, I can't imagine they're gonna gleam a whole lot of useful info here. 

But I'm starting up again because so many things have happened, and I wish I had a record of them written down some where.  I have the memories, the feelings, in my head but its nice to actually read the written or rather typed word.  (plus, and this is totally vain, I think I'm nothing short of an awesome writer, and I like proving that to myself) 

I would however love to go to sleep now.  It's closing in on 1am, and considering I only slept 3 1/2 hrs the night before, I think sleep deprivation will soon take over.  I can't wait for the DH (darling husband) to get home tomorrow.  It's been 18 days since he's been home and frankly I think that is 17 days too long.  But this is what I get for marrying a Navy man.  But it's ok cause it's only 3 more years til he's once again a free man.  Not that I don't support him in this career, because I do 100%.  But in 2009 I think I saw him a total of 4 out of the 12 months in that year.  And I know 3 years is gonna go by fast.  Once I get my life going again...but thats a whole other post.  

I think sleep is coming back.  Hallelujah 

 *sigh* 

I'm tired, and I'm sick of being at work.  

I wasn't even supposed to be here til tomorrow.  But I got called in. 

I did something today that I haven't done in a long time...I baked.  And it was a very sucessful bake.  I made a sour cream apple pie. 

So tasty.  I think I wanna bake more often.  It's fun.

Oh and Food Network makes me hungry   

I think our society is getting lazier by the day. The one thing about the internet that is really starting to get annoying is the increasing amount of videos that plage the information super highway. Ever since the YouTube craze everyone seems to crave internet videos. Now I am not totally opposed to streaming videos online. But there is a time and a place. I think the ability to watch music videos, or some random short film I might not regularly be exposed too is a great treat. But what irks me to no end is that every single news website now has at least half of there reports in video form. Are we really that lazy that we cannot take 3 to 5 minutes out our day to read the
news?
Or are we so important that all our incoming information needs to be spoon fed to us inorder to make any sort of impact on our lives.

For crying out loud people go read every now and again. It won't kill you I promise. You might even learn something once and a while.

I'm so excited about this I have to tell someone. 

I beat my first video game.  I know it's lame that I'm almost 20 and just now beating one.  But they say you never forget your first. 
So which game did I finally conquer?   Metorid Fusion.  it took 5 hours, and I completed it with 70% accuracy.  Which is pretty bad by most standards.  When you consider that the best you can do is 2 hours with 100% accuracy.  But hey...it's finished, and I did it all by myself. 

So Em...how was work today? 

It was really good, I spent 1/2 of my shift in the theater watching Godspell for free, and got paid on top of it.  All in all it was a really good day.

I am so confused right now.  But the odd this is I'm ok with it.  Today reminds me of a conversation that I had with my sister a few weeks ago.  I swear this is how it went down

Sister:  Can I tell you something?

Me: Yeah shoot

Sister: Your really crazy

Me: I'm ok with that

I know I'm crazy, I know that I am not right but you know what?  I am perfectly ok with that. You know why?  Because it's a crazy that is all mine. 
But there is something you need to understand.  My day has nothing to do with the crazy.  I just feel I needed to get that off my chest to feel validated.  Because this was a night that makes me wonder if I'm ok with who I am.  Is it nessessary to change who I am in order to fit in???
HELL NO!!!
The more I think about it, I was fine being who I am and it worked out. 

Ok now I'm gonna go watch I am Legend.